here it goes:
Here I am widely awake. Thinking bout’ you. I don’t know why it gets better than this. Why I am feeling like this. I know I shouldn’t. I am not supposed to.
Since the first day of class, I began to feel some kinda sparks for you. I couldn’t explain it somehow. Days, weeks, months had gone, I caught myself trapped in this feeling. My day wouldn’t be complete if I don’t see your cute face, if I don’t hear your sweet voice and if I don’t spot your sugary smile. I just keep on askin’ myself, why I’ve came this far? What did you do to make me fall for you? I really don’t have any clue about it. All I know is, it happened for a purpose.
But still, I have confusion at the back of my mind. At the first place, I’ve been hurt before and I don’t want to feel it again by this time around. It’s too early for that. I’m still not yet ready. The thing is, I am clueless when it comes to your feelings towards me. You’re actions made me assumed that there’s something certainly going’ on but if I put it on a reality, my head downs and my heart feels disappointed. We almost never had the chance to talk in person, few times conversation on chat, and then I guess you wouldn’t feel the same way as much as I do. Yeah! I know it’s extremely foolish and ridiculous. You’re just a dream for me. But I hope even if you don’t love me though, we will turn out to be friends. Even with simple as that, it would be enough and mean so much for me.
I wanna tell you this:
"You just don't seem to understand
All of the things that run through my mind
The love I vision for us to have
I think of you all the time
I can't see why it takes so long
For our love to be true
Tell me how long
Our love will be untold
I wish you could see
How much love I have for you
Maybe then you would realize
That you love me too…"
I will cheerfully appreciate and value everything that is happening. At the first place, God only knows what would it be like. I just want you to know, after I had experience heartache, you made my heart beat again.
And if I have to tell you, I want it to be you whom i'll give it to because I indeed feel the magic and enchantment with you!
"I LOVE YOU!"
------
I know it sounds stupid right?
I felt that for about 7 months approximately.
yeah! Twas an indeed anguish in my part...
But I don't have the right to complain, twas my choice then..
I'd hoped, anticipated, expected, and worst was I assumed which made it more hurtful...
Dunno if he had the chance to read it on my fb.
But I know, though he did, that wouldn't change anything.
We're just like strangers!!!
I'm trying to approach him but I don't want to be look liked desperate so I just evade even so it kills me inside.
I don't know what this guy has to made me drive crazy for him.
I'm not like this before, twas the first time that I liked someone but the feeling isn't mutual.
Common scenario is, guy first likes me, courts me for a long period of time and i'll be the one to fall for him.
But in this case it was totally a big thing.
However, I didn't regret anything.
As I said earlier, twas my choice then so why should I?
Though that guy wasn't meant for me, i'm glad that I knew him all along. Despite the heartache he brought, i'm still thankful cause he was able to made me realized that not everything you want, will fall unto you all the time.
Looking forward for the next chapter of my love story.
I have a suitor right now, he's just a beginner, hoping that he won't be tired of me.
Praying that he could wait a lil bit longer, for me to love him with all I have and all I got.
Maybe next time i'll be able to post our love story here.
haha!
well, we'll see.
Thank you for sparing time on this one.
"I'm always optimistic when it comes to love."
inspired by "Taylor Swift.
:)
„AbbieBirthday„
Since the first day of class, I began to feel some kinda sparks for you. I couldn’t explain it somehow. Days, weeks, months had gone, I caught myself trapped in this feeling. My day wouldn’t be complete if I don’t see your cute face, if I don’t hear your sweet voice and if I don’t spot your sugary smile. I just keep on askin’ myself, why I’ve came this far? What did you do to make me fall for you? I really don’t have any clue about it. All I know is, it happened for a purpose.
But still, I have confusion at the back of my mind. At the first place, I’ve been hurt before and I don’t want to feel it again by this time around. It’s too early for that. I’m still not yet ready. The thing is, I am clueless when it comes to your feelings towards me. You’re actions made me assumed that there’s something certainly going’ on but if I put it on a reality, my head downs and my heart feels disappointed. We almost never had the chance to talk in person, few times conversation on chat, and then I guess you wouldn’t feel the same way as much as I do. Yeah! I know it’s extremely foolish and ridiculous. You’re just a dream for me. But I hope even if you don’t love me though, we will turn out to be friends. Even with simple as that, it would be enough and mean so much for me.
I wanna tell you this:
"You just don't seem to understand
All of the things that run through my mind
The love I vision for us to have
I think of you all the time
I can't see why it takes so long
For our love to be true
Tell me how long
Our love will be untold
I wish you could see
How much love I have for you
Maybe then you would realize
That you love me too…"
I will cheerfully appreciate and value everything that is happening. At the first place, God only knows what would it be like. I just want you to know, after I had experience heartache, you made my heart beat again.
And if I have to tell you, I want it to be you whom i'll give it to because I indeed feel the magic and enchantment with you!
"I LOVE YOU!"
------
I know it sounds stupid right?
I felt that for about 7 months approximately.
yeah! Twas an indeed anguish in my part...
But I don't have the right to complain, twas my choice then..
I'd hoped, anticipated, expected, and worst was I assumed which made it more hurtful...
Dunno if he had the chance to read it on my fb.
But I know, though he did, that wouldn't change anything.
We're just like strangers!!!
I'm trying to approach him but I don't want to be look liked desperate so I just evade even so it kills me inside.
I don't know what this guy has to made me drive crazy for him.
I'm not like this before, twas the first time that I liked someone but the feeling isn't mutual.
Common scenario is, guy first likes me, courts me for a long period of time and i'll be the one to fall for him.
But in this case it was totally a big thing.
However, I didn't regret anything.
As I said earlier, twas my choice then so why should I?
Though that guy wasn't meant for me, i'm glad that I knew him all along. Despite the heartache he brought, i'm still thankful cause he was able to made me realized that not everything you want, will fall unto you all the time.
Looking forward for the next chapter of my love story.
I have a suitor right now, he's just a beginner, hoping that he won't be tired of me.
Praying that he could wait a lil bit longer, for me to love him with all I have and all I got.
Maybe next time i'll be able to post our love story here.
haha!
well, we'll see.
Thank you for sparing time on this one.
"I'm always optimistic when it comes to love."
inspired by "Taylor Swift.
:)
„AbbieBirthday„
No comments:
Post a Comment